Monday, December 31, 2007
YEAH !! n0w iish c0nsiidered m0ndae ller h0rs .
hees . t0m0r0w w0 qq0iinq t0 q0 c0untd0wn wiib maii qqurllfwens :)) .
aiiren :: zhu
wenzii ,, h0rny nn dumby .
bt e ll0catii0n iish at b0on llay siia . abiit ll0ls .
cux scared will c all0t 0b fwens 0ver dere .
t0dae e feelliinqq feell much m0re beta dhan ytd siia !! .
haas . cux hen duo ren caiire miie ller !! . especiially e pers0n !! .
t0dae at causeway e cr0wd hen biiqq siia !! .
d0 till ii qq0nq ller . dhan jiinqq qq0rt c0me iin nn fiind miie :)) .
hees !! .t0dae sure earn till siia0 . bt sh0p ll0st sh0e ..
dhan niid t0 deduct pay .. siian diia0 .
hhaiis . wed skull re0pen ller !! . dhan mux qq0 t0 dhat stupiid cllass nn c dhat stupiid teacher !! .
ma de !! . CCB !! .
hmm .... d0 ii realliie diiferent fr0m other qqurlls ? .
dumby sae w0 allwaes hu sii lluan xiianqq . haas . bt at kllass w0 bu huii lleii . even at w0rk t0o ..
llyk a siia0 cha b0r . hhaas .
bt w0 realiize dhat after ii n0e a pers0n . maii liife llyk hen lluan .
even character 0so started t0 chhanqqe .
bt w0 nv reqqret :)) .
s0metymes ii will llarhs . cux hapen tiinqqs dhat shlldn't happen ma .
hees .. h0pe ii can b m0re cheerfull llyk llast tyme :)) ...... . .
Sunday, December 30, 2007
hhaiis . ytd sllp f0r 0nii 3 hrs .
dhan t0dae at mrt nearlly faiint siia . sh0 tiired .
pllus w0 iin e m0rn dun0e whyes cry .
hhaiis . actualliie t0dae w0rk full de ,, bt iin e end ,, b0 biian .
qq0 bak earliier bcux w0 hab a berii teriible headache .
ts m0rniinqq sh0 sad siia .
hhaii ha0 anqqellyn peii w0 chiit chat .
ii rmb she sae w0rds dhat llet miie feell hen t0uch ::
if uuie feeliing sad can cum find miie or tell miie anything uuie wna, ie can lend uuie mye liistening ear tuhh listen tuhh eur problems . dunn uuie ever feel alone when uuie hab problems . frenns are god giv to us .can cor mye jie fone tuhh tell miie the problems if uuie wna . dunn ever uuie feel lonely .
iiziit t0uchiinq ? . ts few w0rds ii allwaes sae t0 0thers ,, bt selld0m ppl sae iit t0 miie .
she realiie hen understandiinqq . n0w dhan ii n0e whyes sh0 manii ppll llyk her .
bcux she treat everii1 serii0uslly deep iin e heart .
ts iish e fwen dhat ii wiish t0 hab !! .
haiis . n0w 0so dun feel llyk sllpiinqq .
iinsiide maii head iish all tiinqqs dhat hapen ts m0rn ..
haiis !! . realiie siia !!
to0 much ller !! . ii hab n0 enerqqy t0 t0llerate aniim0re ..
haas . t0dae jiianye msqq miie after we chatinnq iin msn .
wah ,, he tell miie t0 w0rk harder sehhs .
sae what dun iinv0lve iin rellatii0nshiip .
sh0 dhat ii can c0ncentrate 0n maii studiies .
hees . meii xiianqq da0 he sh0 cariinqq w0rs .
ya .. he iish a q0od n cariinqq qquy . :)) .
sms wiib hm realiie quiite c0mf0rtablle .
haas . s0mem0re yequn t0dae 0so send miie e same tiinqq .
sae ii mux studiie hard 4 e '0' llvlls .
n sae what he see maii handwriitinqq n0e dhat ii'm a pers0n hu qq0rt braiin .
ll0lls . everii human duo you braiin ma .
hees .
wahhs ... sundenlly dey w0riied 4 miie siia .
MIRACLE SIIA !!
hhaas . n s0mem0re kell .
c0ncern miie n acmpanii miie chat ts few daes . haas .
he iish a qquy hu iish cllever . bt he dun w0rk hard .
hhaiis . same as weiijiie siia .
actualiie yeqqun os0 . whyes dey sh0 pllayfull siia ? .
iif n0rt can av0iid ts kiind 0b bad siituatii0n hapen . !! .
siian . t0dae wh0le dae n0 m0od .
dhan eyes sh0 red n sw0llen .
ii rmb dhat 'he' qq0rt mssqq miie a msqq ::
Friend is someone hu understands n s0me0ne hu we can trust.
They will llistn t0 eu b0th niiqqht n dae wiith0ut makiinqq anii fuss .
nn wheneva everii1 hab desrted eu, dey still will b y0ur fwen .
A fwen 0nce sae t0 miie dhat a fwen iish sent fr0m God nn ii bliieve tiis iish true ..
Bcux G0d sent has sent a fwen t0 miie nn dhat iish EU !! .
hmm .. ii verii aqree ts p0em .
bt llyk wen eu realiie fiindiinq a fwen dhat realiie caiire 4 eu iish hard ! .
whyes God iish unfaiir ? .
qqib miie tiis kiind 0b rellatii0nshiip ,, fwenzhiip nn famiillies ?? .
s0me0ne hab pr0miise t0 qiib miie a sh0ullder . d0es tiis sentence exiists 4 apr0vall ? .
ii realiie niid s0me1 t0 llean 0n nn CRY L0UD !! .
t0o manii tiinqqs rr iinsiide maii heart . ii reallie cant take iit llers .
sh0 hu's e pers0n ii can relly 0n ne ? ..
Saturday, December 29, 2007
wHat ii d0 ? .
wriite tiinqqs n feelliinqqs 0n bl0qq qq0rt wr0nqq ma ? .
cux ts few daes n01 iish free ma . all ppll busiie 0n iits 0wn stuff . dan w0 b0 biian ,, wriite 0n bll0qq ma .
whyes eu sae till llyk dhat nerhhs ? .
ii mean n0 harm writiinqq thiinqqs 0n bll0qq .
ii jux wana vent 0ut maii anqqer dhat allwaes c0nsists iin maii heart .
bt iin e end ,, kana sae by pplp dhat what ii aniih0w bakstab etc ..
whyes eu all allwaes tiinq dhat ii backstab ? . ii nv ll0rs .
Le Tiinnq llast tyme 0so llyk dhat . tiink as iif ii'm sh0 bad .
hhaiis . ytd hllp maii mum till 5am ,, dan ts m0rniin still m0rniinqq call ppl .
bt iin e end ,, n01 caiire miie . dan kp bllame miie ab0ut e bll0qq tiinq .
ehs . w0 sh0 tiired ,, bt still b0ther t0 qqib m0rniinqq call jux bcux scared eu llate .
bt iin e end . llet eu bllame till ii cry .
y llehhs ? . whyes wen ii niid s0me0ne ,, dere's n01 here .
bt wen s0me1 niid miie ,, ii allwaes b dere .
cux ii dun1 ppl t0 b all0ne wen dey sad . ii n0e h0ws e feelliinqq .
feelliinqq llyk wana end everiitiinqqs riite ? .
hhaiis . m ii t0o kiind-hearted ?
treat fwens beta dhan treat mysellf .
ts iish what niiuniiu c0ment ll0rs .
bt ii realiie cant lleave wiit0ut fwens .
t0 miie . dey r jux maii liife .
bt t0 dem ,, ii'm jux n0tiinqq .
ii dun dare t0 reqquest t0o much .
ii jux niid maii future b0ii will llyk ken llyk dhat .
allwaes waiit 4 stead t0 kn0ck 0ff ,, dhan allwaes sms her wen he iish b0red 0r wen he at aniiwhere .
maii aiiren really hen xiin fu . bt she dun0e h0w t0 treasure .
ii want 0so diidnt hab ll0rs .
hhaiis . bt e qquys dhat ii met diidnt hab ts kiind 0b character llehs .
llyk dey put qqurllfwen m0st iimp0rtant .
siian siia .
can s0me1 jux b abiit m0re cariinqq . t0 llet miie feel c0ns0le wen ii'm m0odiie .
h0pe tiinqs will chanqqe iin a brand new yr .
n0 hiist0ry shlld be repeated ((: .
ii will try maii best t0 d0 what ii wanted .
everii1 t0llerance has iits 0wns lliimiits !! .
t0dae damn siian . dun0e whyes .
n0w feelliinq ii all0ne ,, wiith0ut anii1 c0ncern .
cux cant fiind s0me1 t0 chat abt maii feelliinqqs .
hhaaiis .
s0mem0re feell dhat aii yii qee nan ren ,, zen de hen xiin ku .
y ppll sh0 xiin fu ne ?
s0mwm0re even ts c0miinqq m0ndae c0unt d0wn ,, cant cellebrate wiib e pers0n ii want .
lluckiilly y0u w0 de qqurll fwens ((: .
llife sh0 miiserablle ..
can s0me1 jux teach miie h0w t0 d0 ? .
teach miie h0w t0 n0rt caiire t0o much ? . nn eat t0o much ((:
hees . cux t0o fat llerhhs w0rs .
hhaiis .. skull re0peniin s0on siia !! dan mux c dhat HIKMAH !
haiiy0 . siian diia0 ..
sh0 c0nfrm naq at miie de ll0rs ! all e h0mew0rks nv d0 !!
s0mem0re e sii yequn !! .
ma de !! th0uqhht ii dr0p t0 NA dan kp ask biin miie wu lliia0 de qques !! .
*arqqqqhhhhs !!
m0st v0miit bll0od iish dhat ,, stil ask miie h0w ii manaqe t0 stay at express de ? .
ka0 !! as iif w0 qq0 beqq dhat HIKMAH ll0rs .
hmm ....
ii stiil rmb ts few w0rdxXx .
*aku rindu kau tertallu siial . Aku sayanqq kamu ..
dun0e he still rmb marhhs ? .
bt n0w ii dan tiink dhat ts 2 sentence iish n0rt realiie mean t0 saiid t0 miie .
iiziit f0rce ?? . ii realliie wana n0e ..
w0 triied t0 endure nn qiib hm e way he wanted t0 be .
bt he tiink llyk as iif hen lii suo dan ran . nn still dun wana chanqqe bcux 0b miie .
eu pr0miise t0 lend miie a sh0ullder t0 llean 0n . bt n0w ?? .
busiie iish wad e reas0ns eu qqiib miie .
ii'm frustrated by all e qquys iin ts w0rlls dhat ii met !! .
even maii fwens ,, familly 0so llyk dhat .
h0pe can qqet t0 llast tyme .
wiib s0me1 caiire nn ll0ves .
dhhats e happiest tiinqq ii hab realliie qq0 thr0uqqh !! .
whhat slld ii d0 ???!!!
Friday, December 28, 2007
hhaiis . 2dae f0und s0metiinq dat iish n0rt riite . bt w0 y0u dun dare t0 sae 0ut . *s0bx . w0 realiie feell hen tiired siia . everiityme llyk dat .
hu wiil understand siia ?? .
realiie feel llyk sh0utiinq 0ut .
hu can understand maii feelliinq siia ? .
realiie siian siia . hhaiis .
hu can b maii hllpiinq ear ?? . ii realiie hen sad ! arqqhh !!!!!! .
feell llyk endiinq everiitiinq . hmm ...
fan zhen iin ts w0rlld 0so n0 1 wiil llyk de .
ii allwaes e 0ne hu iish all0ne .
*reqret kn0wiinq dhat pers0n .
siian :'((
wiith0ut hym . w0 ke nenq haii n0rt sh0 t0nq ku .
llyk e pers0n dhat ii llyk iin ts 1 yr .
shlld ii qiib up ? .
sii t0mb0ii !! . eu jii zu !! .
Thursday, December 27, 2007
herm !! .
t0dae tiinkiin dat qq0iin 0ut wiib dumby .
damn hapiie ll0rs .
bt iin e end .
kana suan by yiizhan de fwen !! .
siian diia0 .
s0mem0re iish h0nqkah ders .
walla0 !! . nv de zuii her . dan llyk dat .
maii priide kana hurt ll0rs .
saded eu n0e !! .
arqhh !!!! .
haiis .
dan he nv k0l miie .
sh0 at bus . cry nn cry .
b0 biian . cux tears jux kp c0miin d0wn .
sh0 sad ll0rs .
fiirst tme siia !! .
dan ii tiinkiinq .
fiinally n0e `hiis` reas0n lle . y ?? .
dan ,, he fiinally cal ! - 11.26pm .
after chatiinq wiib miie askiin hu bulliie miie . ((:
hees . dan maii heart fiinally feel sh0 n0rt d0wn . :))
s0mem0re vent all maii anqer 0n kell .
hhaax . ke lliian de kel .
bt hs a q0od fwen lla . wil liisten t0 maii s0rr0ws .
an0ther q0od fwen hu c0ns0le miie iis SMELLY BEAR !!
0mq !! .
hahas . cant bliieve riite .
iin c0mon sense .
he actualiie iish curii0us lla .
muahahahahaxXx .
hrem !! .
nxt tyme qen w0 jii zu !! . ii'll ba0 zhou de !! .
hm !! wiish eu cant pr0mote t0 5N2 !! .
orhbiiquack ! .
b t0mb0ii til siia0 he llanqq ller .
ps ::
t0dae saw y0nqqlliian dey all at jp arcade 0utsiide .
hmm .
ii try t0 siiam dem lle llehs .
bt dey sh0uted ;; ' eh !! melliinnda !! '
hm . dun0e h0w dey wil tiink 0b miie .
cux dey dun realliie llyk miie .
bt ii realiie tiink dat dey r chii0 :))
ii hated 26 dec !!
