Thursday, January 31, 2008
siian ~~
cant wriite maii feelliinqqs n siituatii0n ii wana sae !! .
haiis ~~
thiinqqs r wad ii hab expected ! . ii'm qq0iinqq t0 b truelly heartless n0w !! .
lloviinqq a wr0nqq pers0n cause miiseryy nn reqqrets !! .
n0w ii understand iit !!
Friday, January 25, 2008
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SELLING CHEAP ITEMS !! .
hm ~
ytd miiss hkmah br0uqqht ue t0 e examiinati0n hall siia ! e atm0sphere iish damn nerv0us ll0rhhs ! ii c all0t 0b ppll wiib diiferent kiind 0b expressii0n ! even ii at e sec0nd fllr 0b e hall . ii alls0 hen nerv0us ! haas . LOLX .
haiis ~
dun0e wheter ii can take iit f0r e exam a n0rt siiahs . Ddhat tyme actualiie ii tiinkiinqq t0 seperate dhan c0ncentrate iin tiis c0miinqq 'o' llvlls . bt .. ii pr0miise n0rt t0 llerhhs .
hm ~
ii tiink ii can c0pe f0r e exam bahhs ((:
aarrqqhh !! suan lle ! dun aniih0w tiink lle ! n0w iish e tyme t0 b by hiis siide and fulfiill wad ii hab pr0miise hym !!
t0dae iish 25 jan ~
bt ii cant cellebrate wiib hym ..
bt ii dun miind ((: cux ii n0e he niid t0 w0rk .
maii jiie t0lld miie dhat TRUST BETWEEN EACHOTHER ISH IMPORTANT ! . nn ii tiink iish true bahs ~
h0pe he wnt diisap0iinted miie ...
Monday, January 21, 2008
tiis aftern0on ,, w0 cry aqqaiin ~
dun0e whyes ,, feeliinqq jux weiird .
hhaiis . siian .
tiis few daes nv p0st ,, cux hen llaziie .. nn m0ody ~
aaqqrrgghh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! suan lle ,, w0 end here llerhs .
Thursday, January 17, 2008
hhaiis ..
t0dae w0 cry aqqaiin ..
siian siia !! th0uqqht dhat 16 jan iish maii llast dae t0 cry ll0rhhs . bt faill ~ w0 n0w head hen yun ~
ii allwaes hab smetiinqq 0n maii miind .
iish ::
ii fiinally understand ppll allwaes sae qquys rr nn0rt as siimplle as eu tiink ...
wen e m0ment ii trust qquy ,, dhan iin e end ,, all iish jux fallse ..
ii realiie hen tiired ller ll0rhhs ~ can eu st0p all tiis !! .
everiitiinqq iish all rubiish . as wad ii EXPECTED !! ..
ii t0m0r0w qq0 skull sure damn siian de ~
hhaiis . still aftern0on niid t0 q00 0pen hse .
siian ~
mayb n0w ii realiie mux c0nsiider e tarqqet ard us llerhhs . fan zhen he dun treasure miie marhhs ..
ii dun0e wad t0 d0 ~ realiie hen c0nfuse !! .
aiiya ,, ah b0 all qquys die . dhan can cellebrate lle ll0rhhs .
ll0ls . haas ~
siian siia . haii ha0 t0ae nv kana cauqqht by dhat YE0 ..
0r ellse t0dae sure wear pants lle . .
haas ~
n dhat hiikmahh !! . kp f0rqqet t0 briinqq maii hp siia !! .
ma de . frm m0n till n0w ller llehhs . she 0llD sensille mehhs ?? . ll0ls .. hahas .
aarrqqhh !! ii 0redii feell llyk c0llapsiinqq llerhhs ~~ ii cant ta han 0redii !!!!!!!!!!!!!
Wednesday, January 16, 2008
t0dae iish a fiine dae ((:
haas .. bt abiit iiriitated by maii llapt0p butt0n 'B' !! . kiip can0rt press pr0perlyy siia !! .
haas ~
t0dae damn siian ,, n0 pr0qqrame dhan kp studyiinqq ,, hees XD .
ii hen qquaii sehhs ...
Tuesday, January 15, 2008
hhaiis ..
jux reachh h0me ..
jux n0w eddiie jux cum 0ut frm ns ,, dhan sudenlly cum maii hse fiind miie . sh0cked miie siia .
haas ,, hiis b0tak head hen funiie n0rhhs . 1 yr n0 c hym ,, abiit diifferent siia . llyk m0re skiinniier ll0rs . ll0ls . bt t0dae he damn m0ody ~ dun0e whyes llehhs .
dhann ii jux 0nii can by hiis siide ,, acmpanii hym ll0rhhx .
he lluks tiired siia . dhan ii dun0e wad t0 d0 ..............................
dun0e wad t0 p0st siia .
suan lle ,, jux c0ntiinue chatiinnqq wiibb hym bahhs .........
siian ..
t0dae sh0 n0 m0od .
even at kllass 0so nearlly cry . dun0e whyes .
haii ha0 qq0rt eddiie t0 acmpanii miie sms iin kllass t0dae . 0r ellse ii 'll b0red t0 death ..
he's a qq0od qquy ((: . bt qqan-mamiie dun0e h0w t0 treasure .. hhaiis .
iib al qquys llyk hym jiiu ha0 lle ....
llyk dhat ii wnt bcux 0b qquys cryiinnqq .......
mayb ytd cry t0o muchh lle . dhan t0dae cum skull ,, eyes damn sw0llen . dhan n0w wana cry 0so cant cry 0ut .
feeliinnqq llyk n0 tears t0 cry .....................
siian . ii n0 m0od t0 p0st bll0qq .
Monday, January 14, 2008
ll0ve ?
wad's dhat ?? ii realliie dun wana n0e ..
t0dae ii hab say tiinqs dhat ii reqqrets . bt ii'l b resp0nsiiblle t0 everiitiinqq ...
ii realiie cant t0llerate ller . . ii dcided t0 qqib up . ii bliieve wiith0ut miie iin hiis llife ,, all will b fiine . cux he qq0rt suiit0rs ma .
wad t0 w0riie ab0ut? .
ii realiie damn sad n0w .. ii 0redii criied 4 1hr pllus ..
tiinkiinqq wad hab happen tiis few daes . wad hapen hapen llast tymes wiib hym . tiinkiinqq all e bastars !! .
ii dun0e wheter ii diid e riiqqht ch0iice a n0rt . cux ii ask maii qqan-dadiie 4 adviice . dhan he t0lld miie t0 d0 tiis deciisii0n iin 0rder t0 n0rt lletiinqq miie hurt even deep ..
chiinese ppll sae ,, sh0rt suffer rather dhan ll0nqq suffer !! . nn i tiink iish true .
ii reqqrets kn0wiinqq hym . lletiinqq miie cry f0r hym ll0ads 0b tymes ..
sh0 ii tiink n0w iish e llast tyme t0 cry .. ii t0tally ll0st trust iin qquys .. ii t0tally heart break !! .
ii wan bak llast tymes !! . ii want bak e character dhat ii 1st met eu ..
ii ...... ii ..................
eberiitiinqq has faded .. everiitiinqq jux lleave qq0d t0 dciided .. iit's up t0 eu wheter eu wana save tiis a n0rt !!!!!! .
ii hab try maii best t0 qqive eu iin . nn ii dun wana t0 c0ntiinue sacriifiise ..
ii jux niid a shllder t0 llean 0n .
t0 llet miie cry f0r jux a few hrs ............. till maii heart qqet numbed .........
Sunday, January 13, 2008
hhaiish .
dere's s0metiinqq tr0ublliinqq iin maii miind .
dun0e h0w t0 ask hym ..
ii tiink dun ask bahhs ,, b4 he sayiinqq miie hen sensitiive tiis kiind 0b RUBIISH !! .
bt he cant tiink an0ther wae ma ?? . ii jux c0ncern 0b hym ma . scared he lleave miie nn ii kana sua by hym !! ii dun llyk siia !! .
t0dae n0rt much tiinqq happen . iish jux e same 0lld w0rds !!
YE0 !! catach maii qqr0omiinqq aqqaiin ...
ii jux n0w caliinqq junii0r t0 j0iin riite . bt she llehhs . busii llukiinqq 4 ppll t0 catch .
LOLS !! she biian taii arhhs ?? .. S0TPLUG !! ..
hhaiis ,, t0dae w0rkiinqq damn tiired nn b0riinqq siia !! . ii miiss e staffs at CAUSEWAY !! . bt iish hapiie t0 lleave dere ,, cux dhat miiss hiikmah stay near dere ma ..
allwaes llyk t0 bii0 miie qq0rt at BATA a nn0rt ..
ll0ls ..
haas ,, nn t0dae at c.0 . damn mallu ..
wen e senii0r c0nversatii0n .. ii cry siia !! .
OMqq !! ii cry iin fr0nt 0b everii0ne n0rhhs !! .. aarrqqhh !!!
MALU !!!! !!! ..
haas .
TMD !! hu e hell iish tiis wee wee character ?!! . dun llet miie fllare up ll0rs . jux admiit hu eu rr lla . niid t0 b sh0 secretiive de mehhs ?? . siia0 diinqq d0nqq !! .
FUCK LLA ! t0dae feeliinqq damn FUCK DUP !! .
Thursday, January 10, 2008
hhaiis .
t0dae e feelliinq iish damn m0ody ? .. ii dun0e wad t0 d0 .
ii c maii fwens nn her stead damn q0od nn ll0viinqq .
dhan miie ? .
dun tiink sh0 ..
t0dae after aftern0on . ii jiiu cant c0ntact hm llers .
w0 ha0 xiiannq ta ,, he huii ma ?? .
aaarrqqhh !!
ffeell sh0 frustrated !! .
dhan t0m0r0w iish 11 jan llehs !! .
bad dae eu n0e !! . sad siia . rmberiinqq llast yr e past ........
n0w jux chat fiinish wiib yejun .
he hen q0od siia .. hahha . talk t0 hym damn funiie de ll0rs .
kp chatiinqq wiib hym .. ard 1.5hrs dhan hanqq up . hhaas !! .
hhai ha0 he chat wiib miie . 0r ellse ii'll b b0red t0 death !!
hmm...
w0 cha0 jii xiianqq ta siia .
bt he t0o busiie lle .
dun even hab e tyme t0 msqq miie . hhaiish !! .
jux n0w stupiid siia .
ii nn niiuniu at hse d0wnstaiirs eatiinqq . dhan sundelly qq0rt 2 ah benqq cum . dhan lluk at miie as iif ii 0we dem $$ .
hhaas . dhan dey siit bsiide us .. ll0ls .
hhaas . still sm0ke . as iif we 0so n0e dem . sh0 we wallk awae dhan send niiuniiu t0 bust0p ll0rs .
hhaas . th0uqqh after a 30 miins waiitiinqq ,, th0se ah benqq will q0 ller ll0rs .
na lli zhii da0 . dere hab even m0re ppll .
ll0ls ....
dhan ii wallk pass dem ,, he kp calliinq miie siia !! . as iif ii n0e dem well ..
d0ts ... hhaas .
bt iin 0rder t0 b saf ,, ii hack caiire dem ll0rs .
hhaas .... bt haii ha0 b0 tr0ublle .
n0w even diiner 0so n0 m0od t0 eat !! .
ar !! nn 1 m0re tiinqq !! .
AIIREN !! . w0 hen s0riie siia ! .
t0dae e m0od damn fuck up .
s0mem0re raiiniinq . sh0 nv acpanii eu ..
AIIREN !! . W0 AII NII !! h0pe eu dun anqqriie kkays .
eu sae b4 ma ,, bestiie f0r llife ((: ..
hhaiis . saded !! ......... h0pe he busiie fiiniish ller k0ll miie earllier ll0rs !! .
amiit0uf0u !! pplls q0d !! . aku riindu kau !! .
Wednesday, January 9, 2008
aaarrqqh ! ..
t0dae damn tiired siia !! .
hhaas .
w0ots !! waiitiinqq 4 e q0od news iin 25 jan !! .
t0dae damn hapiie nn hiiqh t0o .
hees . feeliinqq llyk llast 2 yrs fiirst wiib hm e feeliinqqs ((: .
llalalalas ~
dun0e wad t0 wriite n0w . cux busiinqq d0iinqq hw ..
ii 0so qq0rt qquaii de shii h0u h0rs .. ((:
520184 ,, 1314 !!
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
hhaish ..
n0w at h0me sh0 siian !! .
hen sad siia .
ts few wks ii tiink he sure hen busiie .
hhaiish .
dhan sure n0 tyme miit .
dhan n0w 0so n0 w0rk lle ,, at h0me dman b0red !! .
at skull llehhs ,, mux b qquaii kiia ! .
but b qquaii kiia lle ,, still kana cauqqht by teacher .
eapecially dhat YEO !! . waka0 . iib maii skiirt sh0rt e hua . dhan m0re ppll de skiirts m0re w0rst ll0rs !! .
she nv even 0pen her eyes biiqq dhan anii h0w catch ppll !! .
dhan t0dae at cllas . CHAO JII MA LU !! .
dhat hkmah lla ,, wu yuan wu qu k0l miie d0 presentatii0n iin fr0nt 0b cllass f0r wad . hahas ..
hhaii w0 berii nerv0us . dhan dun dare t0 present .
sh0 enqq de 0rall presntatii0n sure hen ll0w marks de ll0rs .
ka0 peii !! TMD !! .
hhaish ..
AKUN RINDU KAU !! .
t0 hym ..
Monday, January 7, 2008
SIIAN !!
t0dae after skull jiiu qq0 h0me ller .
siian siia !! . hhaiish .
dhan iin e aftern0on hapen such a biiqq tiinqq !! .
hhais ..
h0pe dhat maii aiiren b m0re str0nqqe !! .
after seeiinqq aiiren sh0 reqqret ,, w0 dhan dun dare t0 aniih0w make deciisii0n .
cux llata will bcme reqqrets !! .
hhaiis ...
y qquys r sh0 cruell ?? .
cant dey b a liitlle m0re patiient ? .
waiit ll0nqqer os0 cant ma ? .
hhaiis . siian siia !! .
h0w d0 ppll wiib theiir stead sh0 ll0nqq nerhs ?? >
weiird siia ..
h0pe ii can b ll0nqqer ..
AIIREN !!
dun sad ller kkayys !! . w0 sup0rt eu ..
iib eu qq0rt anii feellinnqqs hard t0 sae ,, can tel miie .
ii'll b dere 4 eu !! .
hhaiish ,, th0uqqht t0dae can miit hm de .
bt iin e end . he niid t0 d0 pr0ject .
bt t0m0r0w 0so niid t0 qq0 centrep0iint all0ne ma ..
hhaiish . allwaes llyk dhat !!! .
wen ii niid s0me0ne .. dhan n0b0diie de ? .
hhaiish . bt 0so bu nenqq quaii lla .
centrep0iint sh0 far !! .
jux n0w talk f0ne wiib yejun ..
funiie siia !! hahahs .
he kp ha0 lliian hs past experiience ..
ll0ls ..
hmm ..... t0dae end here ba ..
cux 0so n0 m0od t0 wriite m0re !! . hhaiish ...........
hhas .
ytd m0om0o e BIIRTHDAE !! .
at sent0sa qquiite fun de w0rs .
pllay v0llyball dhan saw a qqr0up 0b qquys frm ex h0nqqkah !! .
ended up
we siit tgt ...
dhan qquy c0oll siia . pllay qquitar ;; s0mem0re pllay ll0ve s0nqqs s0mem0re .
hhaas .
sh0 sad .. nv saw anii shuaii qqe .
haas.
dhan at niiqqht sh0 frustrated ll0rs .
th0uqqh can qq0 0ut wiib hm .
ended up he llyk treat miie llyk wad ..
tell miie qq0 dhan sundenlly dun1 ..
ma de . e madest tiinqq iish dhat niiuniiu sae ii llyk sh d0qq siia !!
kp lliisten t0 wad he sae .
hhaiis .. ii tiink qq0rt a p0iint siia .
everiityme he ask miie qq0 where dhan ii n0 c0ment ..
hhais .. ii t0o s0ft-hearted siia .
siian .. ytd he destr0y maii mo0d ..
hmm ...
t0dae still qq0rt w0rk . sh0 tiired siia . dhan still qq0rt abiit siick .
sh0 sad . n01 c0ncern miie dhan ii still niid t0 miit hym after w0rk .....
actualiie hai iha0 ll0rs .
bt he still llate .
siian .. still nv chanqqe .
hhaiish ..
bt after dhat ii tiiink he qquillty lla . kp ap0ll0qiize dhan treat miie beta ..
hhaas .
w0 b0 biian . 4qqive hm ll0rs ..
hu ask ii sh0 kiind-hearted dhan aii ta .. *v0miit ..
hhaas .
hmm .. tiinkiinqq dhat frm e dae w0 n0e hm .. ii llyk nv treat hm bd b4 ll0rs ..
hhaiish .. bt he .. 0kkay lla .
haas .
h0ho .. kellviin t0dae still call miie siia . hai ha0 he k0ll miie . 0r ellse ii'll b b0red t0 death .
haas . he q0od siia .
scared ii all0ne 0utsiide dhan call miie de .
beta dhan weiijiie .
unllyk ye qqun . sae th0se wu lia0 de w0rds . haas .
s0metymes ii tiink ii hen tiires .. cux niid t0 kp qiian jiiu hm .
bt n0w haii ha0 lla . cux ii n0e he busiie .
dhan ii mux b m0re understandiinqq ll0rs .
hees .. hmm .. actuallie qq0rt m0re tiinqqs t0 wriite .
bt n0w tiired lle siia .
i iend here ller .
haas . buhbiies !! ((:
Friday, January 4, 2008
hhaas .
t0dae diimiiss earlly ,, dhan qq0 biishan nn watch an 0lld m0viie ..
`allviin nn the chiipmunks` !! .
dey r sh0 cute siia !!!!!! .
hahas . llauqqhiinq all e way iin e ciinema .
sh0 embarass ..
dhan haven watch fiiniish jiiu niid t0 hurriiedlly qq0 0rchard fiind hm .
hhaiis . dun0e ii shlld descriibe maii feelliinq as hapiie 0r s0ur .
ya . iish true dhat w0 wanted t0 c hm ,, bt after seeiinq hm . maii heart feelliinqq sh0 s0ur llehs .
sad .. dun0e whyes ..
wen qq0iinqq 0ut wiib hm . ii feel dhat ii'm transparent . dhan he allwaes c chii0 bu .
siian .. ii dun llyk siia .
bt you dun0e h0w t0 kaii k0u t0 hm .
suan lle . qquys niid theiir 0wn freed0m .
ii n0e . nn iib qquys dun llo0k qqurlls dhan weiird llehs .
hhaiis .
wen he can chanqqe ?? .
wen he ll0ve miie evern m0re ? .
ii waiited ts few tiinqqs t0 hapen .
siian .
dun0e will waiit till siian a n0rt .
hhaiis ..
BT II'LL TRY MAII BEST TO TRUST WADEVA HE SAE ..
llet fate deciide ......
Thursday, January 3, 2008
as wad ii expected .
ii diiidnt miit wiib e pers0n ii want .
ii feelliinqq sh0 sad n0w . all0ne at h0me . tiinkiinqq .
frm small till n0w ,, all e qquys dhat ii met r all .......
ii hate qquys !! . even maii DAD !! hate everii qquys !! .
can eu all jux, PEACE OFF !!
ii siick of iit !!
aaaaaarrrrrqqqqqhhhhhh!!
II SWEAR T0 E GOD ,, II W0N'T EVA FELL IIN LLOVE WIIB E NXT GUY DHAT II LYK !!
n btw ,, ii n0rt referiinqq 'eu' ..
pww ...
n0w jux qq0rt h0me . .
tmd !! baqq damn heavii . haas .
t0dae sh0 hapiie siia . fiinally llata at niiqqht can miit hm aqaiin !! .
hees !! wks nv c hm ller .. ii hen ...... hm siia .
hhaas .
w0w !! t0dae iish a hapiie dae !! .
haas .
t0dae at cllass hen stupiid siia .
kiip fall asllp . hahahas .
hmm .. 'o' llvls cmiinqq ller !! .
w0 ya0 jiia y0u t0 qqet thr0uqqh p0lly !! . *kambatehh*
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
hhaiis .
jux reachh h0me .
tiired siia !!! . haai ha0 qq0rt ppll hllp miie t0 take tiinqqx .
haas .
m ii wr0nqq ? .. dun anqriie lla .
w0 0so n0rt 0n purp0se t0 qq0 de .
saded !! jux 1wks n0 c . dhan feelliinqq llyk yrs ..
n0 matter at whiich c0untd0wn . maii miind will tiink 0b eu .
ii n0e ii'm n0rt as iimp0rtant iin eu . bt EU R MAII EVERIITIING ..
h0pe everiitiinqq can qq0 bak llyk llast tym .
e m0re daes qq0 ,, e m0re ii tiink eu iish iimp0rtant .
ii cant aff0rd t0 ll0se eu .
n0rt even eur tiinqqs nn v0iice !! ...
520184
nn fwens t0o .. of c0urse .
haas . ii realliie wiish t0 treasure e feelliinq n0w ...
de pllace we qq0 ,, names we create .. haas ..
FWENxXx EVA !! . *DUMBY ,, AIIREN ,, WENZII & H0RNY* .
n0w at h0me .. teriiblle headache siia !! .
aaaaarrrrrrrrrqqqqqqqqhhhhh!!! .
s0metyme w0 tiinkiinqq ,, iib 0ne dae ii qq0ne miisiinqq . will eu all n0e nn c0ncern mii ne ? .
hhaiishh !! t0dae e feelliinq damn d0wn .
dun0e y ..
may b ytd niiqqht tiink t0o much ller bahh .
hhaiish . hu can llend miie a sh0ullder .. ?? .
can 'hym' c0ncern miie m0re ? ..
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
w0ots ..
HAPPIIE BRAND NEW YR T0 EVERII0NE !! .
haas . t0dae iish n0rt a qq0od dae t0 qq0 b0on llay siia .
hhaiis . sh0 manii ppll siia !! . especiialy AH BENG N AH LIIAN !! .
hhahax .
t0dae ii feelliinqq llyk siick siia . wh0lle dae nv eat . dhan at bus damn squeezy .
stupiid uncll ,, kiip squeeziinqq !! ii wana bcum h0td0qq ller ll0rs .
dhan after qqet off of e bus . dhan maii head damn diizzy .
teriible headache ll0rs .
th0uqqht after eatiinqq wil feel beta ... bt nv ..
siian .
hhaiis . ii h0pe t0 c0untd0wn wiib m0re ppll n hym ll0rs .
hhaas .
sh0 sway . t0m0r0w still niid t0 w0rk 10 hrs . dun0e will headache a n0rt .
siian ..
haas . at niiqqht th0uqqht ii 0wnsellf h0me . haii ha0 kel 0so at b0on llay cellebrate .
he sh0 q0od siia !! hees . send miie h0me even hen ma fan .
cux hs mum at mc eat ma .
dhan he scared w0 danqqer0us qq0 h0me . dhan send miie all e way h0me ll0rs .
hees . he iish such a qq0od fwen siia .
iib weii llaii w0 de stead llyk hm sh0 q0od nn cariinqq jiiu ha0 lle . ((:
haas . ..
haas . siian . wed skull re0pen ller . dhan ii nn skull de WW4 startiinqq ller .
siian . 1st dae sure kana catch by e MRS YEO ..
aaaaarrrrrqqqqqqqhhhhh!! .
bt haii ha0 maii skull iish at d0wnstaiirs .
dhan w0 jiiu wnt sh0 lleii llers .
hhaas ..
dere e fiirew0rks damn meii siia !! .
dhan dere e cr0wd jiiu k0nqq bu da0 ..
haas ..
ru qqu0 iish cellebrate wiib hym jiiu ha0 lle ....... e fiirew0rks sh0 meii ..
