Tuesday, July 22, 2008
sick this few days and felt so restless at class today !
last few days went to watch midnight movie : the DARK KNIGHT ! (:
so sad lorhs , BABY cant accompany me go and watch together , let me get frighthen by the effects that the movie HAD ! LOLS !
i can say that BATMAN is so HEROIC (:
after you watch that movie , your rating towards that movie should be 5/5
hahas , cause is too EXCITING le , and is a 2 hr 30 mins movie !
next day , i still need to rush all those customized shoes and the madest thing is that , IS ON MY 3rd MONTH ! =.=!!!
abit not fair to BABY but i also didn't mean it ! :X after rushing all those shoes , we headed to woodlands to have BIG FEAST treated by EDDIE !! :DDD journey ended quite well and that's all , cause lazy to post ! :D
sick so many days , in the end , only BABYconcern me ! plus friends is so fcuk dup , hais ! i from primary school jiu know them already . love to hang out with them because they are so funny ! but everything seems to change when i came to secondary ~
our relationship seems to go further ! maybe we all different class , thats why barhs . but i never blame them , no matter what , i'll think of them . but they ? think of themselves barhs ? always left me out whenever they have any programmes or anything lorhs . i also never say anything already , keeping quiet although i'm sad ! some small occasion like valentine day , i even spent $ to but things to every each one of them ! but they ? get nothing in return ~ whenever after i get my salary , i will treat them and hve fun together . but they ? treat little also don't want , say lots of excuses . ok , fine , i know they have their problems , thats why i quiet and let it be . last few days , got a girl , who once is my best friend , sms me ~
i was SHOCKED as she so long never talk and sms me le . but in the end , she sms me is because want to take back her things that was in my house . i was so DISAPPOINTED ! from last time you all always like that ! whenever got anything happen , or need my help , then will contac me fast fast . why ? i don't understand ! i so SAD when i saw her message , so i scolded her lorhs ~ after alot of arguement , i only remember one thing that hurt me very badly ! i said to her : if i dont care you all , i wont be always thinking of you all , buy things for you all even is a small occasion ! when i'm sad , i also must be the one who have a fake smile on my face and face you all ! even my sadness and your sadness crushes together , i won't be the one who started to rely on you all first ! i am the one who be you all listening ear even when i'm sad ! then who cares about me ? i treat you all go chalet , then you ? come , didnt even bring anything ! at least a little appreciation mahs , i also happy lorhs ! always i ask , then you all will give ! WTF ! i not so BHB lehs ! all i have done not enough to proof that i treasure our relationship is it ?!!
but disappointedly , she replied : sorry lorhs ! you gave us things IS ON YOUR OWN WILL lorhs ! i didnt force you to give me yeahs ? oh , so you want me to g your chalet is present is it ? LOLS !
the irst thing that come to my mind is , HEART BREAKING ! why you say this kind of words ? proving that i'm a DUMB larhs ? oh i see , now then i finally know i'm a DUMB ! sorry for being such a disturbance in your life ! i didnt know and you enlighten me ! so , yarhs ! what i can say is no one is perfect in this world ! dont tell me you are right everything ! between friends , we should tolerance and give way to each other to maintain friendship . but whats the word you describing me ? using $ to BRIBE ? if your all the while using this kind of sense to see me , i nothing to say . all this years , i never calculative between all of you ! i always want to let you all happy only , i realy do care for you all . but then , i ended by saying is from my OWN WILL ! hais ! ya , how FOOLISH i can be rights ? living from young till now , i really seen lots of peoples' in my life ! but for all humans , i can only say , they are all SELFISH ! always think on their stand . maybe i'm too , but i really tired already ~ i tired of being with you all , as if i'm a BHB ! tired of enduring of you all treating me not existence in the group and LOTS MORE ! if you all dont like me , i can just BACK OFF ! i dont need this kind of friend barhs ? cause i've been tolerating since last time and is time for me to let go ! too tired le ! treat you all good , take it for granted . trust too much , betrayed return ~ what kind of life i having ? i dont understand . am i deserve to have this life ? sick , mother not consoling . sad , noone let me lean . stress , ownself emo . hais ! thinking back what really happen last time , really do hurts .. although the feeling have gone , but the scar will remain forever ~ TRUST is the DANGEROUS thing that you NEED TO DECIDE ! if you decide the wrong person , you will ended up SADNESS and LOST TRUST TO ALL OF THEM ~ trust now to me is nothing , mabe getting too much hurt barhs . all people that i trusted , in the end , all reveal and gosspis ~ why must treat to me this way ? i dont understand ?! i didnt even do that to you all , and treat you all good , but in the end , all in vain .. maybe this is so called life obstacles ~ must go through all this and will grow up barhs . i thought this few years , i didnt met one means all i trust the right person . but now , one who stated me this way , makes me feel really really DISAPPOINTED !
yes , i know ! i'm always the one who need to give way ! i always is the IMPERFECT and EVERYTHING I'LL BE THE WRONG ! i'm just a failure in this world ! WHY I'M BORN TO LET YOU ALL HURT ? EVEN MY PARENTS ! I'M ALWAYS THE EXTRA OR ODD ONE with no one CONCERN AND LOVED ! can i tell you all i really give up ! give up not only studies ! IS GIVING UP ALL THE TRUST IN PEOPLE ! TIME FOR ME TO LET GO AND LET PEOPLE TO COMMENT WHATEVER THEY WANT BARHS ! ANYWAY , THEY ALWAYS SEEN ME LIKE THIS WAY , SO WHY SHOULD I REALLY CARE HOW THEY FEEL ! NO MATTER WHAT I DO , THERE WONT BE ANY CHANGES TO THEIR POINTS OF VIEW ! ALL IS LIARS ! ALWAYS I ALL ALONE TO HANDLING ME SADNESS ! and KEEP IT INSIDE MY HEART ! I SEEMS TO HAVE LOTS OF FRIENDS , BUT DONT SEEMS TO HAVE SOMEONE TO TURN TO ! EVEN I GOT , THEY WONT BE UNDERSTANDING HOW I REALLY FEEL AND THINKING ! always putting a smile is my symbol in order to have peace in life . LOOK SEEMS HAPPY , but HEART SEEMS CRYING ! maybe i BORN TO SUFFER ! so let it be ~
one day , i left ~ and this is the day will BRIGHTEN EVERYONE LIFE barhs . no disturbance , no burden and no worries ! so waiting time is ripe ~~
Saturday, July 19, 2008
to peeps ! problems of uploading pictures ! will upload tonight after i watch my movies ! :)
- 18 JULY 2008 -
morning , went to school to have my prelim oral examinations ! :D
i was not nervous at all , without knowing why ! =.=" but luckily , the reading aloud and my conversations is not too difficult to answer . *pwew* without doubts , i manage to answer all the questions well and fluently ~
after school , went home to take a bath , continued drawing my customized shoes as i need to meet buyer this few days .. while drawing , i also waiting for my BABY to call me after he wake up ! stupid siak he , PIG ! :D
suddenly , a guy added me in msn , as he was currently online , i asked him who is he . surprisingly , he put my auntie picture as his display pic and i was SHOCKED ! thinking who the hack is this person , why having my relative's picture ?
LOLS ! it was my "LONGLOST" cousin , MU CHONG KORKOR ! :D
delighted after knowing who is he and he was in jurong east entertainment . so i went to prepare and went to entertainment to find him ! hahas ! so long never see him already , wondering how is his life and how he looks like !
i remembered , when last 2 years i last saw him , he just looks like the guy that i admired before in my primary school days ! :D so now , wondering is he the same ? hahas ~
while preparing , weijie besties called me :) mentioned he was bored and wanted me to accomapny him chitchat . but deserve him to be alone at home as he was too lazy to meet his stead , SHERLYN ! :p chitchating with him delayed the time of preparing , so i just hang up his called and never pick up all the calls who is calling me ~
actually told korkor that i reaching around 5.45pm , but in the end , 6.05pm then reach . LOLS ! hahas , because of me , his appointment with friends is also delayed and cause him to be late . SORRY ! D;
meet up with BABY at jurong east mrt station , and went to sentosa ! :D the motive of going there is to watch "The Song of the Sea" . hahas ! finally get to watch it ! LOLS ! although the show is just merely 20 minutes , but the process is fabulous and shocking ! shocks of the effects they made , the surprises they poped out ! wow ! it required alot of money to made up this things , i thought ~
before going to sentosa , we went to vivocity foodrepublic to have a bite as we both were hungry . wow ! the food there was damn EXPENSIVE ! everytime i went there , there's always "SOMEONE" to help me paid for the food , but yesterday , i paid and feeling was so heartache ! D; i do not wish to use BABY's money marhs , so no choice , have to paid on my own ! total we ate is $13.50 ! ergh ! so much yeahs ! is 2 sets of kfc "two piece chicken meal" you know !!! idiot siak ! why vivocity didnt have kfc and macdonald ? i more willing to paid this amount in these two fast food , rather than normal coffee shop foods that i always been eating ! but we stil have to face the fact , LOLS !
after watching "The Song of the Sea" , we went back to jurong ~ actually straight away meeting my nuers' , magdelene and angelyn derhs, but i've no choice to pass the customized shoes to wanting jiejie first ! ): waited for jiefu 50 minutes and finally , he reached ! :) pass to him the shoes and we take a cab , headed to angelyn house downstairs ~ join them to slack foe a few minutes and i went home because is going to 12am soon ~
so happy when i reached home because magdelene nuer , jonas and BABY is toning fo rthe sake of me :D unfortunately , i can't come out in the as my parents is sleeping in the living room , so i around 6am , went to join them ! ~ saw them , wanted to laugh ! all their eyes were like PANDA ! LOLS :DDDD see them so tired , quite heart ache , ESPECIALLY BABY D; so i didnt meet all the buyers and postpone to tomorrow instead . sorry to all the buyers as i also did not wish to ! ): went to bukitbatok to have out breakfast and slack around there while waiting for eddie to called jonas to meet him . jonas was so troubled as he cant jio dao joyce =.=" wish him jiayou then :]
went to BABY's house by taking cab and off to bed !!
today toning again to draw customized shoes for new orders after i went to watch a midnight SHOW ! is either "the mummy" or "the dark knight" ! do look out for updates ! :D
baby ,
tomorrow is our 3rd month anniversary and i was looking forward to the escape theme park trip tomorrow ! i love you lots ! LASTLONGLONG kkays ?! (: muacks !
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
peeps ! i also watch HELLBOY ! SO DAMN FCUKING NICE !!!!!!!! awaiting for the mummy and the dark knight ! :D
pictures i have took without editing ! :D
hahas , so long bo tag blog lerhs , and is beginning to ROT i think ! :D
sick after the sentosa trip and also damn shag ! hais ! nowadays keep hanging out with angelyn , eddie and magdelene ! also keep meeting buyer !
cause this few months , cash too tight lerhs , mamy 2 months never give me pocket $ lerhs , so sad ! plus BABY also no $$ lerhs , so no choice , keep advertise my blogshop more t have business !
yesterday having my O levels listening comprehension and i think is not as difficult as i think , LOLS !
sorry everyone ,
i know you all try very hard to encourage me to study , but studies doesn't attract me ! i hate to study ! so tired , must do these and that . do not enough , results not well , do well , expected to be more ! hais ! this is how people always request ~ so i just feel like jolly well give up and go to the way i'm heading ..
being a fashion designer doesn't really require that ORDINARY CERTIFICATE ! i believe , if i try hard , get more experience , will find the way to achieve at LEAST something better than NOTHING !
lots of people say i'm a girl who is quite intelligent , but , i lazy . lols ! indeed ! i is lazy , but is people around me that makes me feel so lazy ~ including friends !
all of them only think of theirself and i already sick of it ! problems that i overcome also feel so TIRED ! simple word to describe : COMPLICATED LIFE
maybe you all see me smiling , joking all the way , a CHEERFUL girl . but , all these that i've done , is to run away from problems and past ! i admit i'm soft hearted , and also thinks alot . but i always NEVER regret to the things that i've decide cause i know all those consequences ~
people do advice me and tell me all the problems , and i KNOW ! but i still choose it this way as i already choose this path ..
now is going to o levels le , want me to buck up now ? all i say is can't ! want me to study from all the start ? o levels is not as simple as you all think , now regret is too late ~ so i decided to continue the wrong path barhs , finding another way to achieve my dreams barhs ~
actually , i know MISS HIKMAH say me , lecture me is all for my own good . and i can came all the way to here is because she always support me , believe in me . but too bad is that , i let him disappointed , so sorry MISS HIKMAH , i really didnt have the strength to continue to battle in war already , i just choose surrender barhs ! thanks for supporting me all the way and sorry for all those misunderstanding ..
let bygones be bygones barhs ~
i already don't wish to think of the past le , cause only will cause me and BABY to be unhappy ~
SO NOW LET's START EVERYTHING AFRESH ! :D
to nuer magdelene :
nuer ar nuer , don't go think so much lerhs . you should know that , the J that we know is different from last time . disappointed right ? but this is the fact ! all guys is like that and this is their nature .. don't everything keep it to yourself can ? we all concern about you derhs (: beside treat u as gan , i treat you more like a sister ~ cause you always like that , "kou shi xin ruan" ! haiyo ! maybe you always think that no one understand you , but let me tell you , i do understand ! cause i also have overcome this problem before .
love is like that , is not really about battle you see , i mean , even though you really win that GIRL by being with him , but if is heart is not with you , you are considered lost ! a girl who love a person would willing to sacrifise everything . no matter how no feel the guy towards you , if he see the way you because of him and sacrifise , he would get touched one day alrights (:
but now the problem is you didn't even want to make an effort to change and sacrifise because of him , you only just want him to be at your side and see him everyday . NO SACRIFISE , NO VICTORY lorhs ! you must try no matter how embarassed ! love need to be more thick-skinned narhs , if you keep continued like that , maybe forever you would hard to get involve in and won't get your true love derhs .
there's alot of things to settle problems , but not the way you using now ! not by beating him , venting anger and finding faults on him . you should try harder to console him , counsell him ! COMMUNICATE is the most important point you must do ! or else , i believe there would be more misunderstanding between you both ! so now i hve give u all the advice i think and it's your choice to make a decision ~
i'll be there for you no matter what ! TELL ME ALL YOUR SORROWS ! don't keep in your heart ! :D
baby ,
all i want to say is i really do love you , hope you really get MATURE and stop having doubts with me ok ! we have to LOOK AHEAD rather than DWELLING IN THE PAST ! i know you really mind what i thinking , but i don't want you to get too strict and sensetive , i will feel like being control or hard to breathe .and another thing is i really touched that you waited for me in the morning , 7am+ at my house downstairs just to accompany me go see doctor ! :D shocked me though , but really touched me ! muacks ! hahas ! just peacefully go for your NS cans !
and all i want to say is in the letter ler , you should know barhs ~
hope we last long till long long :D
4 more days counting and awaiting for our 3rd month !
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
customized shoes that i'm proud with (: and pictures of today outing !
hahas , all quarrels ended with BABY ! hope he don't go back to the way that i hate ! D;
- 7 JULY 2008 -
HAPPY YOUTH DAY !! :DD
lols ! today is youth day but nothing entertaining happen !
wake up at 1pm today as i ton night and was TOO TIRED ! hahas ! meet leting , celia and leting's sister at JURONG EAST ENTERTAINMENT at 2pm . actually went to this fashion and find stella jie de , but i didn't see her . =.=" so we went to KFC to have our lunch and walk around at JE ! (: lots of things happen yesterday night as i also do not wish to mention . even celia also kana , hais ! so sway of us ! see celia today , feel abit aching as i seldom see her like this ! D; maybe somethings happen barhs , so i didnt ask much as i know she want to have a privacy of her own (:
around 3pm+ , magdelene nuer called me and wanted to meet me as she is BORED ! =0
so we waited for her to come and they went to imm , i went to sembawang to find BABY lorhs ! luckily got magdelene accompany me to find him , or else i at train will BORED again !
reach sembawang , saw ALVIN ! (:
called him and he ignore ! =.=" so shouted at him and he say "HI" . LOLS ! he quite sweet lorhs , went to fetch JASMine (which is his stead) to catch a movie at SUNPLAZA ~ see he like play boy play boy , unexpectedly , he actually such a caring guy who thinks alot on his stead *shocked* =D
while waiting for BABY , i called kahwai dady and asked him to join us . it's 5pm and BABY finally reach (:
magdelene , me and BABY went to the kopitiam inside sunplaza as the both were hungry . so i only can look at them while they eating norhs , lols ! while eating , kahwai dady reached :D hahas , found a partner to talk to le ! =.="
then , we walked around in sunplaza and finding laces cloth ~ find so long , in the end , found nothing ! T.T
no choice lorhs , hahas . try my luck in other places then ~
they went home around 7pm and i go BABY house a while . slack at his house using computer and go visit his mother =D unfortunately , fall down outside his house , SO MALU & PAINFUL ! D;
after BABY's massages , feel better . then went home around 10pm as i need to reach home earlier today ! (: sitting on BABY's bicycle while going to sembawang MRT ! gehees, feel so xin fu lying in his back ;DDD
so good of him , sent me home every single day without fail no matter how tired he is ! and around 11pm , HOMESWEETHOME ! (:
baby ,
i admit that i abit petty yesterday to have a quarrel with you . but u do think , if is in your stand , will you feel that you being control ? i'm your girlfriend , and you everyday having lots of doubts that makes me feel disappointed ! D; i hope you trust me 100% can ? and please don't always because of lazy and destroy the mood ! the JOB that you manage is hard to get ! why you can't just treasure it ? haiyo ! *headache*
please reflect on your own actions and character ! i can't really tolerate . wanting jie have all the right points . maybe you can ask her before asking me ~ i understand you tired , but please think of future ! everyone needs to overcome lots of things , and hope you overcome it bravely ~ i already sick of telling you le , the only thing that came to my mind now is : PLEASE BE A BIT MORE MATURE BARHS ~
but somethings i said is truth ! i really feel very happy and xinfu being with you . but somehow i don't feel secure ~ i also not sure why . i know you feel disappointed when i replied you the answer of the BASTARD , but maybe is because he is my 1st stead . and we do overcome lots of things together . and the love for me towards him is one-sided willing , also sacrifise alot . so want me to totally forget him is abit not that fast ~ so i hope you don't always too sensitive in everything . i already tried my best lerhs , i already not contating him anymore . please give me some time to heal my wounds ~
Sunday, July 6, 2008
pictures of this few days ! videos too ! ;D
first thing came in my mind is : HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASMINE ! (:
sorry that i cant stay till you cut cake , hope you enjoy your bbq party that ALVIN gave you a surprise :D
and hope that you love my present (:
today ,went to sentosa with kahwai dady , weijie , angelyn , magdelene , jonas , eddie , BABY and angelyn (:
woke up late this morning as i ton at night , LOLS ! woke up at 1pm when angelyn nuer call , then they told me to hurry up prepare hao , cause they going to prepare ok already ! so i hurriedly call weijie , kahwai and BABY to wake up and told them to packed up as EDDIE is going to drive us to sentosa ! (:
stupid kahwai dady , call him , ask him to prepare , he replied : wait larh , i playing game , asking people for number !
er ! wtf ~
say want to go out play , in the end , tell me to wait for him , he get people number first , LOLS !! =.=" after that , call weijie , luckily i call him wake up , or else , i don't know he sleep untill what time siak ! :DDD
finally , call BABY ! hahas , he still sleeping also lorhs ! but cant blame him larhs , cause he ton together with his friends till 10am then reach home , lols !
around 2pm , magdelene nuer call me , and tell me to come down as they reach my house downstair lerhs , so i hurriedly packed everything then went down to meet them ! gehees ! nuer so wu xim arhs , buy for me MARS chocolate everytime she meet me (: love her loads loads larhs !
while they eating cup noodles , i called weijie , kahwai and BABY to come bukit batok and wait for us ! they really very slow lorhs , i 1pm tell them pack , they until 2pm sttill haven't ok ! :X
haiyo ! so mo jie siak ! =.=" i see eddie so pek chek face , i then get angry , scold all of them ! ERGHS ! %&^*&(*^$*E%&$W^#
so while waiting for them , eddie drive me to jurong point , and go meet buyer ! hope the buyer won't be angry barh , cause i yesterday shouldn't be rude and say vulgur ! hais ~
then we went to bukit batok meet them . so sway lorhs , when we waiting for BABY come , weijie kana police caught , lols ! but luckily he never persue and let him go ! hahas , of course because of smoking larhs ! =.="
all of us finally reach and here we headed to sentosa ! (:
reach there around 3pm+ and we play water (:
after all those enjoyment , we all went to bathe le larhs ! hahas . i so touched actually , BABY actually don't want play water de , but because of me , he sacrifise and play ! :D
after that , we went to west coast and eat ! all of us seems exhausted and we all slept in the van . LOLS ! thanks to eddie that he drove me to jurong east and take my stocks and still drive me home ! (:
reached home around 10pm and here comes to computer ! :DDDD
- 5 July 2008 -
went to tmp mrt to meet seller ! thought i would be late at first , but in the end , she late for 25 minutes lorhs ! ER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i waited for her so long , ALONE ! T.T
saw her finally , without looking a glance , hurriedly walk off ! then went to bugis to meet a buyer ~
when i on the way go , i message her , but unfortunately , she replied and told me she not at bugis . then i abit angry larhs , cause BABY already on the way go bugis , then suddenly the buyer not at there , LOLS ! so i angry ler , message BABY : you at city hall wait for me , the buyer not meeting ler . knn
but unluckily , i sent wrong , send to the buyer . OMG ! then she replied angrily lorhs , say meet tomorrow at jurong point =.="
ignoring her , after meeting BABY at city hall , we went to sembawang . cause we needto meet ALVIN they all to go ALVIN STEAD , JASMINE bithday BBQ surprise party for her ~
meet them around 4pm+ at 334A coffee shop , wait for ALVIN's sister stead to drive us to punggol park . feeling abit unfeeling well suddenly , feel like vomitting ~ lols ! stupid lorhs , because i say so to his brothers , they say i PREGNANT ! i was like : =.=" impossible larhs , i having my periods lehs . hahas ! :D
all talking craps , discussing to be the god-father etc ~
lols ! but guanting is the best barhs , he told me to take medicine . when we went back tohis house to take all those ingredients , he take out his medicine and force me to eat . LOLS ! still scold me =.=" but i can see that he is as a friend and concern me , but i HATE to eat medicine larhs ! so i refuse lorhs ! :DD finally ! ALVIN's jifu reached ! ^^ his lorry is so "COMFORTABLE" , WIND at the back is so strong , makes me looks like siao cha bor ! HAHAS ! then having alot of fun in the lorry (:
reach punggol park , setting up the BBQ . and walk a few rounds to familiar the environment ~ i'm the most comfortable de , cause i only sit there waiting food come :D
FINALLY , jasmine reached and she's surprise ! cause she purely trick by ALVIN words that we having a fun BBQ party and don't know is we because of her then have derhs , lols ! she nearly cried but guanting stopped ! hahas . then ard 10pm , thumyun , mailing and friends came , but i went off as i can't too late reach home , so i apologised and BYES !
weijie called me when i was in mrt and wanted to meet me and acompany him , so we meet at outram mrt and went home together . hahas . having lots of topic on the way and he happily showing off his TATOO that he have on his back =.="
he accompany me waited for bus and then bus came and to my home sweet home (:
- 4 july 2008 -
today is FRIDAY and is my happy day ! cause is the day i can go out ! hahas ! as far as you all know , i kana my mother grounded , so i can only go out on friday . i was so lazy , so i never go school too ! :p no one accomapny me to the doctor , so no choice , i stay at home alone ! BABY then call angelyn and magdelene to accompany him to the market and take his RED psp (: after they take le , they came my house to use computer . as we were bored , we went to imm after a few hours later ~ but in the end , we never go . BABY was hungry , so we stop at the coffee shop at toh guan . after eating , we went to the playground and slack . then finally , EDDIE came and we accompany him to send stocks ! after all this , went to fetch SITARBORH then we went to geylang to eat zhu za soup ! WOW ! they soup was so damn nice (: but i didnt manage to eat all as i was too full =.=" then reached home after 12 midnight and kana mamy scold , LOLS !
- 3 july 2008 -
thursday ? nothing much happen , actually want to go wanting jie chalet de , but somethings crop up , so never go ~ in the end , settled and we went to see movie (:
we went to watch "GET SMART" ! this movie is damn funny lorhs , actually feel abit bored at jurong east enetertainment de , but after watching this movie , my mood went up ! (:
after watching the movie , wanted to went home . but , unfortunately , saw wanting jie =.=" first thing is kana scold by her lorhs , cause we didnt attend jiefu chalet . so no choice lorhs , we accompany them to have their dinner then after that , went home already (:
- 2 2008 -
today is a EXCITED DAY ! having my 'o' levels oral exams ! D;
at first , not nervous at all as i think the more you nervous , the more you have wrong things . but in the end , my oral didnt went well as i was nervous at the last round ! LOLS ! i so sad lorhs , cause i say out of point ! and somemore , i say too less things to express my point of view ! at the passage reading aloud , i say aloud of wrong words lorhs ! actually is not so hard , but don't know why , the moment i saw the examiners , i started to get nervous then everything went wrong ! D;
haiz , i was distracted and thought BABY at outside waiting for me , but ~ nope ! i saw his messages and he said he just woke up ! *disappointed* can say . but i didnt blame him , cause i know he too tired and needs abit more rest lorhs . so i never say anything and tell him to come if he want to lorhs ~ but he came and i was so happy when i saw him ! (:
everything went blank the moment i saw him , cause have his loved hug ! after that , nothing happen and he went home the moment my mum is back (:
monday tuesday not much things happen lehs , at home rushing all those customized shoes and happy when i saw BABY outside school waiting for me :DDD
-29july 2008 -
today went out with kahwai dady ! hahas . actually meet buyer at bugis , but somethings crop up then never meet lerhs ~ then dady messages me and ask me out cause he meeting GIRL larhs ! hahas . then i was abit busy , so i ask BABY to meet him first at DOUBY GHOUT and i will join them soon ~
after meeting that GIRL , they call me to come immediately ! =.="
and i ask why ? they replied : wah ! you hurriedly come lehs ! i don't want to be with them larhs ! they so BUANG ! WAKAO ! can puked sia , see you better ! come ! FASTER !
=.=" lame larhs , who ask dady ! anyhow meet GIRL , hahas , orhbi larhs , in the end is BUANG KIA ! LOLS ! so i was so curious lorhs , go DOUBYGHOUT immediately !
when i reach there , saw that girl , then i finally understand how dady feel ! LOLS ! she really ... cannot make it ~ not i want to suan her , the way she dress =.=" so auntie lorhs , then i ask dady , she singaporean mehs ? he say she mynmmar . in addition , she very rich lorhs , talk in fluent english ~
so i tell him : then what you want ? por her and be XIAO BAI LIAN MEHS ? lols ! also can la , cause will have luxury lehs ! (:
he then xia dao and scold me siao ! hahas ! :DD after that , they want to catch a movie ~ i cant as i cant reach home too late , so i refuse , then BABY and kahwai dady also refuse ! cause they say they don't want to watch with them =.=" so i tell them to watch lors , cause i have my reasons not watching ..
finally , they left . dady and BABY accompany me to eat macdonald (:
slack at mac and have alot of jokes while eating , hahas :DD after eating , shop around plaza singapura and then home sweet home (:
to spammers ,
hellos , you can see that i already staed ! no spamming allowed ! i never say you larhs , LILING ! then you say me for what ? how i looks , needs you to huan lo mehs ? same to the =.=" . name also don't have , do you think you have the rights to say me ? no guts to put real name then don't comment please ? cause only let people to laugh at you nia ! LOW MORALISED games also want to play , i just don't know how nowadays people think ! LMAO ! :DDDDD
tages reply :
♥♥ MAGDELENE SZN : hahas , pekchek ? let him be lorhs (:
lydia : thanks sweetie pie jie , i will cheerup (:
♥♥ kah wai : hahas , noted la dady ! depressed ? haiya , you don't understand , dont see i always so happy , actually in my heart .. hais , you should know D;
=B : chup where ? need you huan lo ? if you have the guts , put your name , cause i hate entertaing people ! and you're ?
celia : hahas , ya lorhs , some people is so BHB larhs ! i also never go spam their blog , they say till i have dont it ! LMAO ! =.="
♥ shuying : ah lian ? no larhs ! you this stupid ahlian ! i'll cheerup larhs ! touched siak , ahlian come my blog (:
♥♥ le ting : hahas , ya lor ! ka jiao wei alot , at school , step a guai but 1 digit test result ! *tsktsk
♥babywawa : mei arh mei , don't so worked up ! they are just like kids ! no need to entertain too much okkays ? (:
♥ leting : hahas , aiyah ! hack caire them ! (:
guess who m i : eh ! don't step yi ge lehs , scold me mei ! i know you who larhs :DD
♥ ben kor : hahas , ya lohs , so sad hor they ? i agree in you lorhs , they don't like us , proud to have our names given ! (:
♥♥ kahwai : hahas , suck your dig si bo ? :DD
♥♥ stella : hahas , jiejie . relax larhs ! don't bother what they say larhs ! i so touched la ! miss you so much ! ^^
♥♥♥ baby : hahas , baby ar baby , don't agitated :D
to leting , magdelene and celia : same old words , lets bygones be bygones ! (:
All tagged replied !
baby ,
there's nothing i can say lers , you ownself reflect barhs ..
