Saturday, December 29, 2007
t0dae damn siian . dun0e whyes .
n0w feelliinq ii all0ne ,, wiith0ut anii1 c0ncern .
cux cant fiind s0me1 t0 chat abt maii feelliinqqs .
hhaaiis .
s0mem0re feell dhat aii yii qee nan ren ,, zen de hen xiin ku .
y ppll sh0 xiin fu ne ?
s0mwm0re even ts c0miinqq m0ndae c0unt d0wn ,, cant cellebrate wiib e pers0n ii want .
lluckiilly y0u w0 de qqurll fwens ((: .
llife sh0 miiserablle ..
can s0me1 jux teach miie h0w t0 d0 ? .
teach miie h0w t0 n0rt caiire t0o much ? . nn eat t0o much ((:
hees . cux t0o fat llerhhs w0rs .
hhaiis .. skull re0peniin s0on siia !! dan mux c dhat HIKMAH !
haiiy0 . siian diia0 ..
sh0 c0nfrm naq at miie de ll0rs ! all e h0mew0rks nv d0 !!
s0mem0re e sii yequn !! .
ma de !! th0uqhht ii dr0p t0 NA dan kp ask biin miie wu lliia0 de qques !! .
*arqqqqhhhhs !!
m0st v0miit bll0od iish dhat ,, stil ask miie h0w ii manaqe t0 stay at express de ? .
ka0 !! as iif w0 qq0 beqq dhat HIKMAH ll0rs .
hmm ....
ii stiil rmb ts few w0rdxXx .
*aku rindu kau tertallu siial . Aku sayanqq kamu ..
dun0e he still rmb marhhs ? .
bt n0w ii dan tiink dhat ts 2 sentence iish n0rt realiie mean t0 saiid t0 miie .
iiziit f0rce ?? . ii realliie wana n0e ..
w0 triied t0 endure nn qiib hm e way he wanted t0 be .
bt he tiink llyk as iif hen lii suo dan ran . nn still dun wana chanqqe bcux 0b miie .
eu pr0miise t0 lend miie a sh0ullder t0 llean 0n . bt n0w ?? .
busiie iish wad e reas0ns eu qqiib miie .
ii'm frustrated by all e qquys iin ts w0rlls dhat ii met !! .
even maii fwens ,, familly 0so llyk dhat .
h0pe can qqet t0 llast tyme .
wiib s0me1 caiire nn ll0ves .
dhhats e happiest tiinqq ii hab realliie qq0 thr0uqqh !! .
whhat slld ii d0 ???!!!
