Saturday, December 29, 2007
wHat ii d0 ? .
wriite tiinqqs n feelliinqqs 0n bl0qq qq0rt wr0nqq ma ? .
cux ts few daes n01 iish free ma . all ppll busiie 0n iits 0wn stuff . dan w0 b0 biian ,, wriite 0n bll0qq ma .
whyes eu sae till llyk dhat nerhhs ? .
ii mean n0 harm writiinqq thiinqqs 0n bll0qq .
ii jux wana vent 0ut maii anqqer dhat allwaes c0nsists iin maii heart .
bt iin e end ,, kana sae by pplp dhat what ii aniih0w bakstab etc ..
whyes eu all allwaes tiinq dhat ii backstab ? . ii nv ll0rs .
Le Tiinnq llast tyme 0so llyk dhat . tiink as iif ii'm sh0 bad .
hhaiis . ytd hllp maii mum till 5am ,, dan ts m0rniin still m0rniinqq call ppl .
bt iin e end ,, n01 caiire miie . dan kp bllame miie ab0ut e bll0qq tiinq .
ehs . w0 sh0 tiired ,, bt still b0ther t0 qqib m0rniinqq call jux bcux scared eu llate .
bt iin e end . llet eu bllame till ii cry .
y llehhs ? . whyes wen ii niid s0me0ne ,, dere's n01 here .
bt wen s0me1 niid miie ,, ii allwaes b dere .
cux ii dun1 ppl t0 b all0ne wen dey sad . ii n0e h0ws e feelliinqq .
feelliinqq llyk wana end everiitiinqqs riite ? .
hhaiis . m ii t0o kiind-hearted ?
treat fwens beta dhan treat mysellf .
ts iish what niiuniiu c0ment ll0rs .
bt ii realiie cant lleave wiit0ut fwens .
t0 miie . dey r jux maii liife .
bt t0 dem ,, ii'm jux n0tiinqq .
ii dun dare t0 reqquest t0o much .
ii jux niid maii future b0ii will llyk ken llyk dhat .
allwaes waiit 4 stead t0 kn0ck 0ff ,, dhan allwaes sms her wen he iish b0red 0r wen he at aniiwhere .
maii aiiren really hen xiin fu . bt she dun0e h0w t0 treasure .
ii want 0so diidnt hab ll0rs .
hhaiis . bt e qquys dhat ii met diidnt hab ts kiind 0b character llehs .
llyk dey put qqurllfwen m0st iimp0rtant .
siian siia .
can s0me1 jux b abiit m0re cariinqq . t0 llet miie feel c0ns0le wen ii'm m0odiie .
h0pe tiinqs will chanqqe iin a brand new yr .
n0 hiist0ry shlld be repeated ((: .
ii will try maii best t0 d0 what ii wanted .
everii1 t0llerance has iits 0wns lliimiits !! .
