Friday, February 1, 2008
haiis ~~
ytd hen sad siia . w0 weii lle ta . iin mrt . talkiinqq t0 shealiie ,, dhan cry .
ii realiie hab enuf . ii can hack caiire everiitinqq jux t0 q0 miit hym . bt he ? . the m0ment he cum ,, dun even wana make a eff0rt t0 acmpanii miie ..
ii realiie hen anqqriie . bt ii 4qqive hym cux he niid t0 studiie ..
dhan after dhat ,, ii saw e msg he send t0 s0me1 . dhat's makes miie anqqriier . he diidnt even wana make eff0rt t0 send miie dhat kiind 0b msqq . bt siimply send t0 dhat qqurll .
dhan hp still put he nn her piic as wallpaper . hmphh ! wad he treat miie as ? . whyes he everiityme llyk dhat ? . ii dun understand . he allwaes llet miie frm hapiie pull d0wn t0 sad ! . dun even c0ncern miie . jux wana miie t0 c0ncern hym .
wen he free . ii allwaes acmpanii hym . cux he reqquest . bt he ? . NEVER ! ii n0rt dun understand ,, ii n0e h0w busiie he iis . iish dhat ,, iib eu all see e msqq he send t0 dhat pers0n .. dhat's realiie hurts ! .
n0w e m0ment ii tiink 0b tiis . ii cryiinqq . even wen iii p0stiinqq tiis bll0q ! . ytd maii heart iish realiie terriible !! feel llyk wana diie suan lle ! allwaes llyk dhat !! .
sae dun llet miie cry ,, wana treasure ,, all RUBBIISH SIA !! . ii realiie hen fuckdup !! . allwaes hurtt miie t0 understand hym !! . bt 0wnsellf dun understand miie !! . eu tiink eu wad ?! . ii admiit ii ll0ve eu all0t ,, bt ii wnt llet eu treat miie as a DOG ! .
bcux 0f eu ,, ii cant even c0ncentrate iin maii studiies ~ t0dae still nv qq0 skull . cux cry t0o much lle . dhan qq0rt teriible headache ..
i bllieve ii can d0 iit . ii wnt turn bak ! . cux ii t0lld hym lle . wen e m0ment ii sae e llast break ,, iit's serii0us ! . ii realiie c0nsiider da0 hen cllearlly . !! . ii dun1 t0 qqet hurt lle !! .
ii realiie reqqret kn0wiinqq eu ! e m0ment ii n0e eu ,, maii liife hab chanqqe . !! . h0w ii wiish cll0ck can turn bak !! . ii dun1 t0 n0e eu !! ii wan a peacefull llife !! .
ii 0redii enduriinqq lle . e m0ment ii tink dhat eu treat eur ex sh0 q0od .. maii heart iish achiinqq .. iiziit ii t0o easiily t0 w0o ? . whyes eu treatiinqq miie diiferentlly ?? . even wen we qq0 0ut ,, we dun lluk llyk stead !! . ii realiie cant tahan !! . enuf iish enuf !! .
ii dun1 maii heart t0 break aqqaiin !! ii dun1 bcux 0f eu ,, iin class em0 aqqain ! . ii dun1 wen ii hapiilly qq0 0ut . ii'l briinqq sadness h0me aqaiin !! .
ii reqret 0b lletiinq eu have miie !! ii reqqret eveiitiinqq dhat c0nsiist eu !! . * lloviinqq a wr0nq pers0n realiie causes miisery n reqqrets !!
ii hate myself !! . ii DUNOE WAD TO DO ?!! . ii hen frustrated !! . aaqqrrhh !! . hu can tell miie wad t0 d0 ?!! .
