Wednesday, March 12, 2008
t0dae ii feell lsh0 m0ody & sad .
cux ii realiise dhat ,, maii fwens hab lleave miie . even maii bestfwen . dey started n0rt t0 caiire miie as much as b4 . even maii best fwen llyk iiqn0re miie .
ii hen sad ! whyes eu all treatiinq miie tiis wae ? diid ii d0 aniitinq wr0nq ? all e whille ii treat eu all qo0d ,, bt tiis e resullt ii q0rt . wen q0rt new fwens ,, dhan 4qet miie lle . tiis iish e reactii0n eu react ? fwens s0 manii yrs lle ,, bt e m0ment eu f0und new person , eu llyk dhat ! . siian !!
haiish ..
ii feell llyk end everiitiinq . cux no1 wil even caiire ll0rhs . whyes ii cant fiind sme1 iish llyk myself ? treasure fwens & n0rt beiinq to0 callcullatiive . whyes mux ii treat eu all q0od with0ut anii repay ? ii n0e dhat ,, n0rt everiitinq mux repay . bt f0r miie , fwenzhp iish beter dhan aniitinq ellse !! wiith0ut eu all caiire , ii feel sh0 diisapoiinted . especailly my BEST FWENS !! . WHYES WHYES WHYES ?!!
when eu all niid miie , ii allwaes b dere ,, c0ncerniinq & hlpinq . bt wen ii niid eu all , jux abiit of c0ns0le , ii see n01 . even thought ii express iit 0ut . eu all wil jux c0ncentrate at eur 0wn matters !! yuan llaii tiis r all eu all true c0ll0urs ! take advantaqe by maii kiindness .
now ii realiie hen shaq !!
q0rt exams , r/s pr0bllems & fwenzhp pr0bllems . DHAN , frm llast wk ii siick ,, n0rt e fwens dhat ii n0e c0ns0le miie . iish maii qans' & unkn0wn ppll dhat ii n0e . n0rt even a c0ns0le sms ? c0ments ? or jux qreetiinqs .. ii realiie realiie hen SHI WANG llorhs , cux n0w dhan ii n0e e p0siitii0n iin eur heart . wad iish fwenzhp ? t0 miie ,, iit's a c0nnectii0n between miie & u . n0 matter h0w manii fwens ii have . ii'l c0ns0le everii1 ,, unllyk eur !! TINK OF EUR OWNSELF !! suan lle bahhs . llife iish llyk dhat ! wen eu r iin niid ,, eu will cme fiind miie & sae i'm e best ! bt wen ii n0rt iin use . eur will jux dump miie asiide !! tiis iish h0w HUMANS treat a pers0n !! ii had realiise & FEEL that llerhs . & ii treasure e m0st n0w iish 0nii STELLA JIE !! n0rt even maii std !
sae till std . haiish . ii haven miit hym f0r 16daes lle .. th0uqht dhat sundae fiinally miit ,, bt unexpectedlly , smtiinq cr0p up . haiish . GOD ,, r eu kiidinq ? whyes eu dun llet us miit ? wen e m0ment we dciide ,, allwaes q0rt tiinqs hapen !! actualiie , n0rt abt tiis matter dhat make miie sh0 cnfuse ,, iish abt us ba . ii tiink we have qaps btween us ,, bt ii dun0e h0w t0 expllain . bt 1 tiinq ii n0e iish ,, I REALLY LOVE HYM ALOT ! & ii bllieve he to0 . h0pe dun hapen llyk wad 0ther ppll sae ,, WE CANT LAST LONG . ii bliieve , 0ur hearts still c0mbiine as 1 even th0uqh 0ur destiinatii0n iish far . :)
