Friday, March 21, 2008
t0dae lots of things happen .
OUTING
after skull ,, went f0r llunch dhan q0 h0me prepare & miit stella jie =)
ii was emo at fiirst , bt her siis was damn funiie . sho ~ ii nv tiink lle ll0rhs . . ytd i sllept for onii 2hrs siia ! tiired sehhs . after a few h0urs 0f sh0piinq ,, we iintend to went novena . bt iin e end ,, ii refuse & stella 0so llaziie lle . sho we q0 cllementii sllack ll0rhs . bt iin e end , nv q0 sllack jiu q0 h0me llerhs .
*qains for todae ish : bought a I LOVE MY BOIFWEN tee ,, cute jacket & a boyfwen tee ^^ *
bt ii ended up ,, met a pervert on e way home . i was so scared , so i call dear ~ bt he sounds like is common dat i shld call him . so i angry lorhs . reach hme le , jiu hang hs call .
~ end for my outing here ~
FEELINGS
ytd night , i tiink allot . cant get to slleep . tinking dunoe wad to do ~
i love hym . bt hate hs character . dunoe is it wheter is influenced by my frwens or wad , jux feell dat he oni thinks of hymself .
so i realiie hen tired , nort realiie caring of hym ts few daes ~
whys ??
every1 treating me in ts maner ? .
wen ii troubling tis things , stella got another thing & ben niid my hllp . haiis ~
wo hen stress le ,, dhan all niid t0 hllpp ppll cux cant bear to lleave dem .. smemore studies de result so bad . i really disapointed lorhhs . :{
the most important person ii tink nv c0ns0lle mie 0so . still want miie understnd hym . wallao . eu sae lla , ii have been enduuriing eu siince wen le ? whyes eu kp on lyinq ? nv kp promise to change ? i dunoe wheter dat tyme i gib eu a chance to turn bak is corect or wrong . maybe tis teach me a lesson ba .
now hllping fwen setlle thiings ,, dhan ownsellf de things cant setlle . dhan EMO ! haiis ~
ii oso no hlping ear to lend . i really hen FUCKDUP ! why ii alwaes cant express out my feellings to dem ? i really dunoe wad to do . tmr still got work . dhan ~
now no energy .. .
I MISS HIM ! . bt the way he behave really makes mi sad ! alwaes request me to go find hym . dhan i ok , bt now ? . i request him to come . bt he lazy ~ dun1 ~ & somemore got that stupiid work . haiis ~
i was like s0 disapointed . cux last time he wnt like dat de . the moment he likes the girl angry or wad . he straight away go find her . bt for me ? ish diiferent . UNFORTUNATELY ! DIFFERENT ! . he t0tally chanqe ! i really disapointed & sian le . so i dhan cant tahan & request for separate now .
allot ppll tell me things . dey mention dat i chanqe since i noe hym . sae all my laughter really gone . say , having tis kind of BGR is a waste of time . cux i understand wad he wants but he dun understand wad i wants . dhan now without any hlping ear . i suffer of sufocation le . i wanted to bear , bt i really cant ! cux now even my studies is affected . . . ..
wen is e time he really chanqe back to the one i jux known ? & wen all my studies over ?? .. . .
I LOVE HYM bt ~ - 4 daes more to 2nd mnth anni ^^
