Thursday, April 17, 2008
hahas . finally back to blogging .
last few days com got problem , so cant log in & blog . another reason actually is i lazy la . hahas . also never zilian . so dont blog lorhs . LOLS !
this few days went macdonald with shixiang & kelvin .
both stupid la, keep bully wo :S !
& the stupid shixiang , owe me $$150 . still havent return, cause sell him 1 phone lorhs . LOLS !
than now he never return on time, mum kpkb . alamak !
hais ~
this few days actually feeling hen down , than no one acompany me , keep alone go library emo . so shag !
at school dun1 let friends see wo sad , so keep act happy & siao .
just only 1 year , know him le , life totally change .
maybe love him too much , thats why now like so tong ku ba .
if i got a choice , i wish time can be reverse .
reverse to the day we meet , dont know him on the day of 4th Augest 2007 . like that now i wont be feeling so pain bahs .
why i know the people all so zao gao de ?
all kinds of guys also meet before .
parents like that , friends like that . than now the guy i love also like that .
life is like having a great joke on me .
hais . when can i get a real true friend ? who really care for me, concern me , help me when i in need ?
hais !
LIFE IS SO MEANINGLESS !
i looks like i have alot of friends , but i think that most human is selfish . thinks more to themselves .
am i really stupid ? too kind-hearted ?
i always be there for people cause i dun1 them to be alone . i understand the feeling of loneliness . thats why i dont wish all my friends like that .
but no one thinks of me ? when i need them , they wont be having any free time to acompany me . how i wish to have a good and firm shoulder to lay on . CRY OUT ALOUD!
accumulation of hurt , pain & stress have exceed .
i'm so tired right now ~~
