Sunday, June 29, 2008
hoho ! alot of days never post ler ! cause keep entertaining IMMATURE & CHILDISH PEOPLE lorhs ! =.="
someone , claims herself so SO DAMN GOOD and insult SOMEONE'S LOOKS lorhs ! LMAO ! i was just thinking : why don't she look at the mirror first before commenting people yeahs ? do you think you have the rights ? hahas ;DD
i saw all of the blogs le and saw all of their FACES ! but i think they are no much beter lorhs ! still want to comment people ! OMG ! =.="
haiyo ! then still nevermind ! want to comment people right , still don't dare to put their names ! ROFL ! do you all think is such an COWARDLY SIGNS ? hate to entertain this kind of people lorhs ! somemore still keep tag using different name ! =.="
such a CLEVER idea they use yeahs ? hahas ! but luckily ! i've chase them away :DDD
finally lorhs ! they really damn childish ! come my blog also stated HERSELF a GUY and purposely comment me lorhs ! her NAME is ZENNY , look at the tag board and you all know ! =.=" hm ~ think don't say about them le ! cause is damn waste of my time la ! just hope that they can go home SUCK thumb and learn more before coming yeahs ?!
this few days so damn fcuking sick lorhs ! see doctor already still very sick ! hais ! but the most poor thing is my baby lorhs ! cause he still need to come and find me every single day ! D;
but actually quite touched , cause he come fetch me from school since school re-open without fail ! feeling so tired at school the whole day , when i came out , saw baby waiting outside my school block !! my feeling went up and was so HAPPY ! he even bought bubble tea ! (:
hahas ! i really hen honour to have he as my boyfriend lorhs ! i already promise not to think of the past and i will ! cause thinking of the past , doesn't benefits me ! all thanks to him ! if not because i leave him , i won't know him ! (:
if not because i've learnt a lesson , i won't treasure him !!
although we met each other is fated , but i believe i and baby together is DESTINY and forever !
no matter who want to separate us , i won't be fickle-minded anymore ! i wouldn't be so DUMB like before ! i will not look at the past le ! everything is set barhs ?
last time de me is DUMB ! blind-folded by first love . and now , i regret , cause i was far too stupid ! last week i think i stupid too , but now ! i decided not to continue le barhs . being a foolish girl is much more terrible then being a good girl ~
hais ~
how i wish yixiang baby is my first love ~
cause the pain in my heart is hard to fade and have craved in my heart ! footprints left behind is hard to erase derhs .
deep inside my heart the sorrows , feelings and thinking is no one can understand ~
not even my darling baby :x
every went unsmoothly this few months , no matter is studies , family problems or relationships ! hais ! feeling so worthless , lonely and hopeless ~
studies so bad , family more gaps and more ~
thought can have more memories and thinking during chalet , but i think never improve anyone's feelings and bonds barhs ?
i felt that around me , seems to have lots of friends close to me ~ but all of them , is just equally selfish ! already friends for more than 3yrs , but , unexpectedly , everything is so idiotic ! never spare people's feelings and status ~ all loves to go back on words ! suddenly , i think everyone seems so difficult to understand and talk . don't say about talk , i don't even bother to talk to them . to me now is , everyone seems to be a stranger .
i already sick of this kind of feelings . always i'm the one who be understanding and caring ! i'm the one who step a step behind ~ considers people's feeling before mine ! but in the end ? nothing and no one really care about me .
fedup ?
no ! is tired ! tired of everything le ~
you all dont understand me , is alright . but you all just equally selfish and makes me feel so disappointed ~
i thought friendship is understanding and concerning each other ~ but , all the attitude that you all gave me makes me feel so DOWN ! and now , there's nothing i can say ~ i already didnt have the mood to care all of you all . i just let you all to be you all barhs ! i won't go bother anything about you all also ! i already out of the hand le ! out of the group ! seriously , being with you all , really felt so left out ! don't know is true about that you all never , but i now already totally ignoring you all ! a big group , without me , also no differences right ?
so ya ! do know who i refering to ok ? goodbyes to you all ! LEAVE ME ALONE barhs !
don't say about this le ~
feeling touch , baby bought a new hp as my hp get confiscated by DM ! T.T
didn't use it at class , is only at recess , also get taken away ! ):
hanging out with eddie , angelyn and magdelene is FUN ! & they is the TRU FRIENDS that i TREASURE ! of course ! also include LE TING & CELIA ! (:
baby,
maybe you having lots of stress this few days , but i will be your helping shoulder and a lending ear (: i didn't mean to let you feel tired and helpless ):
thanks for being with me no matter when and where whenever i need you !
without you , i bet my life ain't no better ! :D
with you , have increase the smiles on my face ! thanks for everything ! maybe i can't help you in some ways , but i forever will be supporting your stand (:
don't stress lerhs , i'm alrights ! maybe just need to have some time and space to be alone . sorry :x
