Saturday, March 7, 2009
BLOGGING BLOGGING BLOGGING !
sian , tomorrow need to work again ! HAIS ! when can i stop working ? i dont know , must wait till my mum hire staffs then i can stop ~
have a tiff with baby today for this matter , dont wish to mention about it . he just dont understand me , NVM .
Went to bukit batok driving centre today around 4-5pm .
Baby register for the lesson , first time see he so serious in browsing books . HAHA ! cause after register , they will give a book for the lesson . He register school lesson rather than private , cause he say if he take private , he sure lazy to study the book given -.-
Ya , it's true . hope he chose the correct choice (:
After registered , went to cityhall .
Actually want to eat hotpot culture , but baby getting sian liao . so we went to eat SEOUL GARDEN instead . LOL , stupid frying oil keep burn my hands ):
Baby and i seems to enjoy eatting , till we bloated ! HAHA ! but the ice-cream is FAR TOO SWEET already , as if eatting sugar -.-
After that , went to buy my phone cover and baby bought his a 3/4 pants at a shop name FOURSKIN ? *abit weird* (:
Bought finsh , slack around then home sweet home (:
So boring today , cause we both never plan our outing . But i dont like baby keep blaming me for my working time , cause i really in a difficult circumstances .
One is to help my mum , on the other hand , need to accompany him . hais , i very stress now lorhs ! cause boyfriend dont understand me , then i need to help parents in the career . what should i do ? i explain to him , he just dont understand , everyday keep saying those hurting words to me and also CRITICIZE mamy's job !
Scolded him , he STILL IGNORE ! whatever , i already tired of saying . want to accept it , he decide barhs . dont wait till my mum hate him again then he will regret ~
baby ,
Ever since our last cold war , we've been quarreling . Especially when i start working !
I've explain , everyone need some space . i cant be accompanying you 24/7 right ? sometimes i need to use the time wisely . Not that i scared to bring up the matter to my mum , is that i know the situation now she facing . You wont be understanding . I've realise that you starting to go back to your own ways , which makes me felt so disappointing .
I really hope you can treasure the chance i gave you .
Not to take advantage . Everyone needs a shoulder to lean on , i hope my shoulder is you ~
I never regret to be with you , is only that your mind have not grown up which make me feel tired sometimes . You did change a little , but can your MINDSET change ? the way you thinks etc . i already mention LOTS OF TIMES , when times ripes , mum will just let me go ~
So cant you just patiently wait ? having so many free time , do some useful things for our future alrights ? dont be lazy anymore already , you've turn 18 lerhs .
There's lots of things that required you to have a least a job to stable your income .
Blogshop and savings is really far too tired for you , work is the best ! so why dont you just come to sense , find a job to stablize everything ? Isnt it great ? Cause you also plan to buy a car , so it's time to save & EARN money already ~
Ya , is hard to get a job , but you never try , never know right ? I believe you tried , but sometimes , from the start , tough job cant be avoided . you must learn from basic also right ?
you thought i so like to work mehs ? i also dont like , but i have no other ways ~ just for the time being , i need to help mum to pass her crisis . No matter what , SHE IS NOT A SUPERWOMAN , i knew she also tired , because of me , she carry on . Her tiredness , no one can understand . If i also dont help her , isnt i good for nothing ? She raise me in vain ?
That's why i agreed when she ask me about it . Is not because i need money , is because i reflect myself ~
I cant be so selfish and let her carry all the burden on her own .
So hope you can stop all those unreasonable & avoidable tiff . doesnt worth for us to do that , if you your mindset change , we still can like the past . Is not that i not meeting you everyday , i tried to handle my time . & i going to study soon , so i really need you to be more understanding or else , i also afraid to be like that time . I also dont bear to leave you , but sometimes , let me thinks that i ought to ~
So yarhs , hope all my words can change you ):
